facing the fear that stands in my way. i am who i will be and i will not stop thee anymore. placing bricks along my own path. feeling the heaviness of this task... the weight has broken my spirit.
breathe in.
breathe out.
"my darling .. i am yours".
forever
forever
FOREVER!
the pressure has surpassed my own desire. lying on the floor with the saline streaming along my skin that stings from this nervous sensation. what are you afraid of my dear? that you won't be good enough... skilled enough... loud enough...strong enough. "bored already" is but a mere thought of my past life. now i surrender and give it all to the Lord. i am but a child basking in the light of my Father. how will i go on without him? by succeeding in all the ways that my once self conscious self would not allow.
open up.
