the trip across the country in an airplane has begun to feel as natural as calling a cab or catching a train. just a few thousand miles above earth and across the country, over one hundred years ago today the first flight was taken where i used to explore ... returning again i am stranded in a foreign land that i have(n't) occupied for almost two years. this day two years ago i was just an innocent east coast, southern girl with a suitcase and a dream. now i am a master at packing this suitcase and jet setting across our nation. i just give myself the credit for making it work, somehow. funds are low now and my immune system is a bit of a roller coaster... as with the emotions that constantly flood throughout my body. some how i managed to read an entire book today, consciously controlling the subconscious. it was written by a doctor in 1965, a quick read that was a bit repetitive but overall informative and it made me realize i need to just relax in order to calm my nervous system. i have to visualize my reality and that God is more concerned with my success... than failure. if i can just remember these words
collective
magic and wonder gather around as my new cells gather to change the shape, skew the lines... and form the collective. the divine internal compass has guided me to a new beginning. going to my area of creative selfishness... as i would consider, only for it to go straight to voicemail. over & over & over again.
at last, this time is different.
amen
