lover's day.

in all the time we spent

and all the years that pass

i am still amazed when

looking into his eyes. kisses

come and go, life is all

a show of hearts and hand

holding. blessed are we

that are in love and found

amor with broken pieces

mended. i am so grateful

for his encouragement and

gracious words of life.

fingers intertwined and

focus lost alone, with our

two hearts becoming one

the future is our fairground.

losing light of day too busy

being cuddled up close to

the beating pulse of organs.

hold on tight to us, facing

the storms. thanking heavens

up above for this gift

of intense true love.

divine intervention.

i surrender.
facing the fear that stands in my way. i am who i will be and i will not stop thee anymore. placing bricks along my own path. feeling the heaviness of this task... the weight has broken my spirit.

breathe in.
breathe out.

"my darling  ..  i am yours".
forever
forever
FOREVER!
the pressure has surpassed my own desire. lying on the floor with the saline streaming along my skin that stings from this nervous sensation. what are you afraid of my dear? that you won't be good enough... skilled enough... loud enough...strong enough. "bored already" is but a mere thought of my past life. now i surrender and give it all to the Lord. i am but a child basking in the light of my Father. how will i go on without him? by succeeding in all the ways that my once self conscious self would not allow.

open up.

as fate would have it.

you haven't much control of the situation
because the variables will all change.

with a thought in your third eye
a manifestation of sorts and details
to spare a few tweaks.

so there you have it
what's to come is just
in stores near you.

not responding.

unable to focus on one thing, as too much opportunity arises and neither one of us is prepared to take what i would consider... is the "step". i am at best .. certain .. that i have all that i need to "succeed". ha. what does it mean... this "succeed." well i would say i have already won. to put in perspective the life that i lead, i am gathering what sources come my way.

to exit scene is an act that i am used to
playing.
but it is not the easiest of task. it is rather over the top and
once created in your mind
erase the dependence.
setting aside this tool that is so "clever"
technology is leading our way
over to everyone.
ALL
the
ONES.
looking down to check and see what is "around"
scrolling past numerous
infinite
photos
videos
sounds
thoughts
new
old
repeat.

placing this back into the mix of life with a
lighter touch. reaching ever so gently
to find more space.